Just gave up my life :')

Assalamualaikum. Act tade mood nak update, but hati memberontak nak update. Why? Cause i have no friends. He's happy with his life, just don't want to burden him. His already happy. And i'm proud of it. Who? Eyman Rafeeq :') Dahdah, don't want to talk bout him. Cause dia tade kene mengena dengan story aku dengan DIA. Who? She's really special for me. She always makes me happy. But now, everything's gone :'( Why? I don't know, i don't know what's happening. But it's all gone. My happiness, hers, and all others :'( Siapa yang rapat dengan aku, mesty tahu perangai aku macam mana kan? Hikk :') I'm always like this, cepat giveup. Tapi bab bagi org semangat, aku numb one. Kenapa? Aku tanak tngk org lain give up mcm aku giveup. Sebab nnt menyusah kan diri diorang macam aku menyusah kan diri aku. Hmm, aku tanak org sedih. Sbb nnt aku pun sedih. Lagi-2 kalau org tu penting dalam hidup aku. Hmm.

So, about me and her, i really don't know what's happening. Memang aku selalu lupa dekat dia bila aku senang. sbb bila aku susah dia tade. Kenapa perlu aku yang cari dia, bukan dia yang datang kat aku? Aku tanak nnt kalau aku cari dia, dia kata, 'bila senang lupa, bila susah baru ingt'. Bie, i'm not like that. Kalau you pk mcm tu jugak. Okay fine, susah i lupa kt you, senang pun i lupa kt you. Macam tu? Hmm. Entah lahhh. i pun tatahu apa nak jadi. And tadi Fai kata mcm-2 lahh. Serious i terasa gila. I memang mcm neh kan? Thanks babe. Thanks sgt. Sampai i hilang selera makan. Sumpah terasa gila. But, tape lah. Maybe you're right :') Apa-2 pun, i nak you tahu, i sayang dekat you. Sayang sangat, i tak pernah lupa kat you. Bila i senang or susah. i tak pernah lupa dekat you Siti Nur Kamalia :'( I love you like i love my soul. Its okay kalau you nak macam neh. I boleh terima. But i nak you always happy even though i tade dengan you. Okay? Thanks a lot sebab selalu buat i happy. Selalu membebel dekat i and all that. I really appreciate it.

And i think, that's it. Assalamualaikum, takecare, iloveyou <3

Love, Aina Zulaika.

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